What can I say? I don’t find this day very special. I’ve been through the wringer on most of them and it’s not that big of a deal. Of course I’ve never really gotten to celebrate any day in a special way. Even Christmas, which I love, always ends up being ruined. My birthday, don’t make me laugh. Just really don’t feel like I’m worth celebrating in any way.
But, my hubby actually made an effort to be sweet this year. I’m thankful. I think he feels obligated more than anything. And I don’t want that. I cried a little with the card he got me. It was a very well chosen card, and he did take a long time finding it. So, I really appreciated it. He couldn’t believe I cried. He had just never taken the time to get me a card. It was sweet.
I made some of his favorite foods and he enjoyed that. His birthday is also tomorrow. We’ve already celebrated with him. But he’s still getting some special attention tomorrow. It will be the first birthday since we met that he’ll have his son. And, I know he’s excited. I think he’s happy that the weather is supposed to be bad since his son will be off of school.
I did lose a friend today. But, it may have been for the best. She didn’t seem to value my friendship. Since I couldn’t hang out very often, she decided our friendship wasn’t worth anything. And, I don’t have the time or energy for that kind of friendship. I mean, she’s the one who decided an almost 30 year friendship wasn’t worth it. Not me.
So, I hope everyone had a great day. And that, Valentine or no Valentine, you realize how special sms important you are. And how loved you are by your Father.
Good bless you all!!!
mdortiz14 
I fully believe that adult friendships are harder than kid friendships. I’m sorry you had to go through that!
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