Category Archives: rant

Hate Being Sick

I’ve written about my health here before. I deal with a few invisibleĀ  illnesses and it’s getting old. I wish there were some magical pill I could take to feel better and be able to do what I want and … Continue reading

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Inlaws, Stepkids, and A Thing Called Marriage

Warning: A very long post. Well, as per the usual, I’m back to black sheep status. My family has me on the outs, but thats normal. Now his family hates me. So, my husband is being rejected. My stepson doesn’t … Continue reading

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Still A Snow Day!!!

Lying here next to my husband who would do anything to get extra sleep. Including just not trying to get up and get to work. He refuses to get up and see how the roads are. And refuses to let … Continue reading

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Biological Mom, Baby Momma or Baby Manipulator

I don’t understand what biological mother’s have against the fathers if they’re good to their children. I don’t understand how they think they’re a real mother if they don’t care how they eat, dress, act, do in school, about their … Continue reading

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Why I Enjoyed Getting Fat, and Why I Don’t Want To Be Anymore

I’ve been a big girl my whole life. I gained weight easier than most. I could be more active than any of my friends, be fed the same things and still be the fat girl. I was picked on a … Continue reading

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Heart Breaker

My husband has told me that I’m a heart breaker… That, when I’m good to a man, they’re ruined… Ok, so “Am I breaking your heart?” I asked him. He says, “If you leave me, I’ll be more than heart … Continue reading

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Angry Ghosts

My husband still works a lot. I barely see him. But, these days I’m busy a lot of the time, so I don’t feel as lonely. And, because I have a demon cat to give my guinea pig and I … Continue reading

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Why The Hate?

My stepson starts middle school today. He had been telling us that his mom had NOTHING ready for him. No supplies, no clothes, nothing. He needed a hair cut, shoes that fit, socks, clothes and all of his supplies. He … Continue reading

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What I Wish My Husband’s Ex Understood

Dear Ex, You’re no longer important in my husband’s life. What you have to say, doesn’t matter. Your anger against him doesn’t phase him anymore. It doesn’t worry him, nor does it hurt him. You will pay the consequences for … Continue reading

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What Is A Step Mom To Do?

I love my stepson. I love him as if he were mine. I love having him with us. But, I’m so used to only having him a couple of days. So, when he’s here for a week or so, I … Continue reading

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